I always felt kind of different and special in a way.

Since I was a very little kid, around the age of 3, I can remember myself meditating about deep metaphysical subjects, such from where I came and on what purpose, what’s my life mission, what gender was I before this incarnation, what is beyond this material reality, how God looks like… I just knew, before to hear or read somewhere, that God is everywhere around, in every being, in every thing. I knew God is also inside me or I am of God essence. In the same time I believed all the religions are partially true and converging on the same reality but from different perspectives, all races are equal, and all humans are of divine essence. But I never accepted totally the official religion, feeling is something more beyond, something is missing. I couldn’t deal very easy with the idea of an exterior God, but feel more at ease with the concept of the God inside, and from that reason I couldn’t feel inferior of an exterior God even at the early ages, and couldn’t pray but instead
communicate with God inside, or Higher Spirit of self.

Also I resonated with the idea we are not alone in Universe, but we are watched by many alien civilisations. I resonated especially with the idea of the friendly, positive and highly spiritual extraterrestrials which are here to help us. Also, I resonated with the reality of multidimensional beings, of parallel universes, of time travel, of inner earth civilisations, of the idea of existence of highly spiritual civilisations of dolphins and whales on Earth. I believed also in the existence of angles, Spiritual Masters, spiritual worlds, fairies and gnomes. And all that I can remember I knew even before to start reading about it somewhere.